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I'm so fucking mad at Nick right now. SO fucking mad.
I called him last nigh,t but he was doing something; so he said he would call me back in 10 minutes. He did. We talked for, like, 15 minutes. Then, he asked me something and I said, "I don't know!" and he said, "And you wonder why I call you a ditz?" Oh my fucking god. What is wrong with him?! So, he realized I was mad after like 30 seconds and begs me to forgive him for about 5 minutes. Then, there was, like, this long silence, but he broke it and said, "Are you going to talk to me?" I said, "I don't know," and he got mad, because, apparently, that was a "yes or no" question. Then, there's another silence, but this one was only for about 5 minutes. And do you know what he did?! He said, "fuck this" and hung up. I look at the clock and it says 2:26. So, I give him until 3 to call. I just sat there and bitched for what I thought was a long time, but he called. I looked at the clock and it said 2:28. hahaha. Anyway, I just picked up and said "I don't want to talk to you right now. Bye." and hung up.
I went to bed thinking I would feel better this morning, but I DON'T. I know what's going to happen. He's going to get online and say "Can you call me tonight?" like nothing ever happened.
Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated
I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intentions Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me So isoloated, so motivated I am certain now that
I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So turn Up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment, fall forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'd be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away (3x) So let me slip against the current So let me slip away (4x)
I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
My hope It dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption... |